Hurts .

Do you know how does it feel when you got hurt ?
It feel sucks max kay .
And that's what i'm always feeling .

And seriously ,
you should not even say that we're that to you .
so what if you're angry ?
you're still not suppose to say that to me .
do you know how hurt i feel ?
at that point of time when i hear it ,
i'm so shock ,
i cant believe that you actually say all those nasty things .
can you imagine if this happens on you ?
how would you do ?feel ?or react ?
You ask me to do things that you know i wont ,
but to be a better person ,
i do it as how you say .
i thought our relationship would get better if i do it .
but idk why .
you just suddenly changed and start scolding .
every single time you scold ,
i take it .
every single time you scold ,
i just hold back and listen and didnt scold back .
But please ,
i'm a human too ,
i have feelings too .
idc if you're my mum ,
but you should also care 'bout how people will feel .
i know when a person is in a anger ,
they could just scold anything out .
but after that you should do something to it and like make me feel better .
but no ,you didnt .
you carry on your own life and dont even care what had happen earlier on .
and everytime you scold ,
you'll only say it to me even if is something not 'bout me .
why should this be on me ?
i'm your daughter ,
not someone who can let you do anything to it w/o having any feelings .
i know you wont see this post ,
but still i really cant take it anymore for this years .

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