For you. (:

我不知道你会不会看我的blog ,
I dunno if you will see my blog ,
可是我还是想跟你说声对不起 ,
But i still wanna say sorry to you ,
我对你感到很抱歉 ,
I'm sry to you ,
应为我知道我所对你做的事是错的 ,
Cause i know wat i've done to you is wrong ,
我会发一个sms给你送其实是有目的的 ,
I will send you a sms is actually because i have a motivation to do it ,
可是我看得出你已选择放弃了我 ...
But i can see tat you're choosen to let me go ...

可是我知道我没有完全的错 ,
But i know i'm not the only one who's wrong ,
因为你也对我做了不该做的事 ,
Cause you've also done things to me ,
你别问我 ,
You don't ask me ,
因为你自已很清楚 ,
Cause you should know it yourself ,
我不知道我要做什么才能弥补你 ,
I don't know what to do to pay or return back to you ,
可是我只要你的原谅 ...
But now i only want to seek for your forgiveness and you'll forgive me ...


别问太多关于这 ...
Don't ask too much about this ...
可是你可以试试看 ,看我会回答你吗 ...
But you can try to ask ,see if i'll tell you ...

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No mood.

Wake up ,washed school shoes and socks as it's damn dirty cause yesterday's dance rehearsal .After tat ,bathe and eat breakfast and make honey for madeline as she's having sore throat .Meet her on bus and went church tgt .Reach church ,start duty .Den have bible study .After tat went fetch Nydia as she's coming for service .Service started .Send her off when the message's finished .Went back to church .Helped peajoy again ,just like how i do last time when she dun have energy to do stand up and support herself .After tat have dinner .blablabla .wash toilet .blablablabla ... Going to have supper with them later .Today totally no mood to do things ,dunno why...

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Lalala ~

School as usual .Only i didnt sleep tat much today . :/ After school ,went home eat den actually wanna sleep before going tamp staudium for heats day ,but i've no time .so went off at 2pm plus. Meet Ain ,Willie ,Yiying ,Hanee ,Sabrina and Faiz at tamp mac and went stadium tgt . Den suddenly rain heavily and everything stop .After raining ,heats continued .Lalala ...my turn to run ! (: 4 x 100m .Run at the second place ,i chiong-ed like siao but in the end my group still got last 2 ! ); Sad ttm seriously. Cause i really want to run on sports day !My first experience this year . (: After running ,went for dance !Hot and tired ttm too .Shoes is damn dirty after dance ,cause rain just now and field is wet ! Actually wanted to go and find ______ ,but in the end didnt ,went tamp bus inter and took bus home .Lalala ... Weekends having church ,no time to buy performance things . ): Sian ...If dun have ,i'm gonna get ready to get a scolding man .

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Sometimes even me myself dun understand wat my heart's thinking about ...
有时连我自已也不明白我的心在想些什么 ...
I really wanna know wat i'm thinking about ...
我真的很想知道我在想什么 ...
But i just simply dunno how to ...
可是我就是不知道要怎样 ...
This makes me dun feel good ...
这让我感觉不好...
It feels very bad ...
这感觉上非常不好受 ...

Yes ,i know i damn zilian .There's more ,only haven got from friend . Ps and too bad for those who dun like to see . :/

Sat ,13march'10.
Went church for duty ,bible study and service. (: Missed prayer meeting as i went off early for Singapore entertainment awards .Everyone's crazy there,crazy over SHINee ,alot ppl went there ,very hot there. I didnt really take the pop stars who went and instate i took lots of picture of myself. (: No pictures of them ,only me. (: After everything end ,went mac .Cab home ,reached home at 1.20am sharp.

Sun ,14march'10.
Went church for duty .Venus came to help .Wash toilet. Tingjie and the others came church from CHC. Had some poker games and went to pray .After everything ,went parkway .Went gaint den went eat . Homed.

Mon ,15march'10.
Went simei to meet Xiaoyan .Have BK for breakfast.After eat went LJS to find Suyi & co. ,went back school tgt to have oral. I'm the first ,i think i didnt do a good job but hope i pass. (: Homed ,computer den start to prepare for 16s bbq .Gald tat cousin & co. and wesley's going along . (: Meet cousin and co. at his house ,bus to paya lebar to meet everyone including wesley ,after everyone reach bus to esther's condo for bbq. (: Started off with games. (: After tat joined tammy & co. along the pool. Dinner time ,half way through Gerafin wanna talk to me ,den boomed everything out to her .Sry sisters tat i didnt join you guys after tat .Went back tgt with them . On bus saw someone .Homed .

Tues, 16march'10.
Took train to school .Late for dance .Dancedancedance. Cabbed down to church for some session thing. Learn about 'Time With God' & 'Fisher Of Man' . (: Went eat with sisters and brothers. Took Lionel's jacket home. :/ Homed.

Today .
Wake up,watch tv .Eat ,watch tv and use computer .Blablabla . Bathe .Iron skirt . Tmr there's dance again .My holiday's just simply dun looks like a holiday ,it's pack. March is just simply packed with dance the most ,tired .But still i have to do it .For the club's sake ,i didnt give up ,as some of them know about my case .I kept on listening to this worship song named 我們一起禱告吧 .Just simply love it very much. (: Hope i can just really hang in there at MDC . (:

Hope tat those who's sick get well soon. (:
And is not i pass to you one ,
if yes ,i'm very sorry about tat ! >.<

Specially for you.

Since you hate me so much ,you can just simply scold me when you're just simply nothing to me ,continue to scold ,i dun mind ,because even you hate me,patheticly nobody likes me ,God loves me! (: You'll get it back.
You said tat you're feeling bad after doing it ,since you know you're gonna feel bad ,why did you do it in the first place? You said tat you feel bad and feel sorry about it ,you wanted to apologise to me and why didnt you say it to me instate you wrote it in your blog,blame me? I dun give a damn,because even you blame me,i cant do anything about it,i cant go and find ppl go find you and beat you or watever right? It's you,not me. So watever you're saying about me with your friends or watever ,i dun care okay?
Feel tat i'm scolding you or watever ?Just simply take it ,because you deserve it.
Go ahead and tell all your friends or anyone tat i''m saying you? Let them come visit my this post specially for YOU!
B**** ,you're just nothing to me ,i dun care you're now my who ,but from tat day onwards ,you mean nothing to me anymore ,i respect you and you did this to me. You dun deserve any respect or anything from me NOW. I dun care if you're going to read this or not,because this is my blog and i like to write watever i wan to.
After reading this, go ahead and do watever you're going to do to me ,I WILL TAKE IT. You wanna do this to me ,go ahead. Anything happens ,dun blame me. Dun say there's no warning to you.

Think tat i'm saying about you? Too bad.
If you dun think it's not you ,den it's not. (:
Leave a tag or some tags if you wan to ,i will reply you asap.

Dun ask too much about this ,you ask i will see if i wanna say.
If not i wont say about it whoever you are. (:

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