Love .

Long time no update ald .

i dont think there's anyone reading this ...

Ended common test .

Results will be sucks uh .

I dont understand laaa .

Nowadays got tired easily .

Should be spending too much time on other things ,

maybe i should spend more time resting ,

and not doing stuff that's useless .

Nothing much ,bye .

Promises .

So what if you're close to me ?
You dont understand me at all .
What i really need is someone who really understands me ,
who can always be there ,
not letting me being alone there .

But you break all your promises .
you said you'll be there when i need ,but you're not .
You always give me sorts of reasons ,
and i'm always so stupid to believe you .

I dont know why ,
whatever you say ,
i believe .
When i need you ,
you're not there for me .
But whenever you need someone ,
i'm alsways there for you .
Always there to confort and care for you .
But why dont i get back the same treatment ?

It just hurt to feel this way .
You may not know that you've done this to me ,
but yes ,you did it .

You did every single thing to me that hurt me .
You dissapoint me everytime ,
but everytime i forgive you .
but you always take me for granted .

I hope you can change back .

With love ♥ ,

School .

As usual in school today .
Slept a lot today during lesson time .
Nice one uh .
Too tired .
No choice and just fell asleep .

After school ,
canteen for lunch .
went back class for remedial .
Today's physics ! (:

After that ,
homed .
Tv and computer .
Show luo's so cuteeeee ! ^^

Tmr's gonna be another long day again .
Bye peeposss . (:

With love ♥ ,

Cny'11

Hi guys ,long time since i've updated my blog .
Chinese new year !
not as awesome as last time . ):
Bored .
Wherever i go ,i'm bored .

I've got nothing to update ,no feel .hah .

With love ♥,

speechless .

Hmmm ..school as usual today .had sudden class test for social studies today .thank God i know how to do . :D Chem test after that .thank God again for teacher going through before giving us the test .ohya !and the cluess !today's another tired day .think everyday's a tired day for me .no day(s) for me to rest ..stress is coming ,stress is coming ,stress is comingggg !!arghh .lots of things is coming .school ,family ,church stuff . ); IDW !but still ,no choiceee .after school ,remedials and danceee .today's the first time i feel hot when i'm in school .with aircon somemoree .now i know how's the feeling of hotness .HAH .

Happy happy !someone special told me that my new hair's nice . (: Not that much people noticed it uh .when i waited for 5hrs plus just to cut this hair for less then 15mins . ._.

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Hurts .

Do you know how does it feel when you got hurt ?
It feel sucks max kay .
And that's what i'm always feeling .

And seriously ,
you should not even say that we're that to you .
so what if you're angry ?
you're still not suppose to say that to me .
do you know how hurt i feel ?
at that point of time when i hear it ,
i'm so shock ,
i cant believe that you actually say all those nasty things .
can you imagine if this happens on you ?
how would you do ?feel ?or react ?
You ask me to do things that you know i wont ,
but to be a better person ,
i do it as how you say .
i thought our relationship would get better if i do it .
but idk why .
you just suddenly changed and start scolding .
every single time you scold ,
i take it .
every single time you scold ,
i just hold back and listen and didnt scold back .
But please ,
i'm a human too ,
i have feelings too .
idc if you're my mum ,
but you should also care 'bout how people will feel .
i know when a person is in a anger ,
they could just scold anything out .
but after that you should do something to it and like make me feel better .
but no ,you didnt .
you carry on your own life and dont even care what had happen earlier on .
and everytime you scold ,
you'll only say it to me even if is something not 'bout me .
why should this be on me ?
i'm your daughter ,
not someone who can let you do anything to it w/o having any feelings .
i know you wont see this post ,
but still i really cant take it anymore for this years .

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Innocence .

I'm so sick and tired of it .
Everytime it will happen .
Is like it will happen for sure without fail .

I hate it when this happen .
It dont let me feel good .
It just feel sucks .

I tell you lots of times everytime we meet .
I hate to repeat again and again .
Is not easy to be in this position .

I hope that you'll change .
I hope that you'll understand .
I hope that you'll do your best .

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songs .

Songs /music is just part of our life .
Without them ,we'll be bored ,
we'll not know anything 'bout the lyrics .

Songs /music is just part of our life .
Without them ,people will say nasty things on us .
we'll get negative remarks on people .

Songs /music is just part of our life .
Without them ,we'll feel different .

Songs /music can colour our life .
It can let us understand things through the lyrics .
Understand what its all 'bout through the melody .

Its just so awesome that it can let us change our feelings .
But without a right one ,it will make you feel worser & worser .

It can let us understand how our life have been .
Happy nor sad .

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Today .

School today as usual .
but today's special .
Had pizza for the last lesson !
Awesomeeee . (:




To you :

If you're trying to think that i'm someone who can let you play a fool with or make fun with ,let me tell you .you're wrong .the more you want to challange me ,the more i'll prove you wrong ,the more i'll get stronger .so what if now you're better then me ?you wont know the future ,but i would like you to know that one day i'll for sure go over you .just wait and see okay ?and please ,stop acting like you care ,stop acting like you're so nice and want everyone to get attracted to you .tell you ,continue behaving like this you'll regret .people around you will leave you kay .and dont try to act like them ,you dont even belong to that group .dont think that you're the best kay ,cause you're not .so what i'm not as good as you are ?no one is perfect okay .so here ,i would thank you here for letting me get stronger and stronger each day i see you . (:

with love ,

Ps :/ The specs in the photo is by Izian . ^^

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school reopen .

It's been a year since i updated my blog .

On 31th dec '2010 ...

-Singpost .
-Kenn's house .
-SHC .

Countdown @ SHC ! :D Is awesome .
first time in my life .
BBQ @roof top !
Kay ,is just awesomeeee !

Now .. 2011 .

New year ,new start .
1. I want to aim no sleeping during lesson timee !
-Unless free period .
2. I want to have better results .
-Like duh ~ I want it every year ..
3. I want to pass my 'N'level and go to 'O' level .
-Is my futureeee .
4. I want to get more serious in everything i do .
-Is my job to .

Kay ,for now what i've thing of is this .
Thanks for spending your time here .
Bye . ♥

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