I found you changed .We're always very close to each other but you suddenly start to like avoid me ,and now we're like strangers .I dont know why ,but what i know is you've changed .From soneone i know into someone i dont know .Not even you ,alot others too ,changed ...
To you :
OKAY ,LIKE SERIOUSLY ,IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME ,COME AND TELL ME .I DONT GIVE A DAMN .DO YOU LIKE THINK THAT I'M CARING ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE DOING ,TOO BAD CAUSE I'M NOT AT ALL .IF YOU'RE TALKING BAD ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK ,CONTINUE DOING IT MAN ,I'M NOT GONNA CARE .BUT DONT TRY ME ,CAUSE YOU WONT LIVE A HAPPY LIFE TOOOOOOO .
Wanna know who i'm saying too ,too bad not gonna say .
Dont try to ask too ,cause i wont say it .
If you think that you've did it to anyone ,
or think that i'm saying 'bout you .
Go and think and reflect about yourself !
Why did you stop contacting me ?
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I've freaking late for school again ,yes i use again because it's really AGAIN .Lessons followed by lessons .And now i knew that i'm not really a good student to the teachers .cme period Mrs Tho came and tell us about the TOP thingy to the whole class .And yes ,althought i'm not at TOP ,but i've got 4probations . -.- But Mr low rocks ,cause he says that i've improved in his class ,woohoo .\m/ I've completed 1 of my art piece ,left 2 more to go ,jiayou JINGYU ! YOU CAN DO IT . JYJY ! :D After school dance ,poor me have no lunch to eat .Dancedancedance .Went to print picture and buy something ,gonna do something for J.WEN as a birthday present for her later .
Lastly ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY J.WEN . (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZIMAH . (:
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Nowadays bad things have atsrted to happen . -.- 3days in a row ,family problem ,my own things and other things. Everything just went wrong so suddenly .Like it's just a wink at my eye ,and everything change like nobody's business .It's like so fail la .Seroiusly ,i can now only use one word ,3letters to say about my current life ,which is FML . -.- LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA ~
Today ,late for school again .Art . (: Now ,started to like art ,because i can do it well . (: Lessons after lessons .After school ,waited for Suyi to get back phone ,went to Niwa for lunch .Back to school for dance after that .Dancedancedance .RAINED HEAVILY .Went EP to pierce my ear .It's actually not very pain ,i still can bear with it ! (: Bus back after that .Blablabla ....
I know my blog is like lack of photos ,but it's not i dont have any photos ,it's i'm lazy to upload it ,i will do it next time when i want to . (: Sry peoples.
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Jaceyln & me. Hmm.. nowadays have no mood to do anything .No mood to gossip ,no mood to be happy like how i always behave .Why ?There's a big question mark above my head now .Who make me become like this ?I hate being like this ,i hate this life i'm having now .FML MAN ! -.-
Today ,school as usual but different is i'm not late today for the week . (: Study study study ,school school school ,chit-chat chit-chat chit-chat .After school ,stay back awhile to do my art ,not bad uh ,hardly stay back for art .Maybe it's because MYE is coming ...Went LJS for lunch .Home after that .Watch tv ,slept .Bathe ,tv ,dinner and computer + tv .Got to do something later on and pass it to Mrs tho tmr ,orelse something will happen ,and i've also promised her to do so ,so yeah have to do even i dun have the mood ...Actually tmr meeting ks & yann and have lunch tgt ,but i have to stay back for art . D: Boring ... Cant have lunch with them ...
Yes ,i find my life is just colourless ,only black and white ...
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Yes ,nowadays alot people has changed .Some changed to become more positive while others changed to become negative .Yes ,i feel that i've changed too .People surround me has changed .The whole world is changing .Even my _______ .one changed to become more better ,another one changed to become like don't know what .
Yes ,going late for school is my fault ,but so ?I can know that you scold me about this .but ______ says that i'm always and everyday is being punised in class ,you believed her ,but when i told you i didnt got punised in class you don't believe ,you rather go and believe a outsider than me .I'm your ______ ,but how did you treat me ,did you even treat me as a ______ of yours ?seroiusly ,i don't know what you're thinking .Cant we just be good to each other when we saw each other ?i know we hardly see each other ,that is why i want to be good to you ,but now you've really really dissapoint me .You're my _____ and you don't believe me ,what kind of _____ are you ?i dun want to write anymore .
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Church-ed yesterday . from morning till night ,the whole day ...Have alot of fun . (: No worries and any negative is with me ,because God is good ,sisters and brothers there are good too. (: Reach church ,eat ,pray ,duty (cleanliness) ,chit-chat ,duty (usher) ,service ,duty (photography) ,games with EG ,dinner with Zhiqing and kids ,packed prata for the rest too .Took lots and lots of picture with zhiqing and kids ,the most is zhiqing ,loves loves. ♥♥ Yes ,something bad happen to camera ,but thank God nothing happen ,it's still working .
Had mac for supper . Msg-ed all the way till reach home . Prepare to sleep and sleep . (:
Today ,wake up at 8am plus .Used computer ,preparing to go out now . (: Gonna have a good time with sisters and brothers again . (:
Pictures will be up until i had received all pictures from zhiqing . (:
Anything you can just give me a sms or call . (:
Bye. (: ♥♥
Ask and it will be given . (:
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Woke up at 4am plus this morning ,prepare and all .leave house at 5plus .Reach bus stop ,no bus for me to go tamp stadium ,can only take cab .cab to tamp inter to meet jasmine and mai for mac breakfast ,in the end only bought drink .Reach stadium at around 6am .took pictures of myself and with mai .will upload it when i got it from her .Practice dance and all ,perforam at around 8am plus .sports day is really wasting time ,i rather stay in school den staying at the stupid stadium where there's no wind at all and so hot ,ohmygosh .after sports day went for lunch and movie .too tired until i fall alseep while watching ,zzz .i dun really know wat it's showing but i find it funny .haha .after movie ,shop around at T1 awhile and went back .reach home at around 5plus ,fall asleep and wake up ay 7pm plus .bathe ,eat ,watch tv and use computer .yes ,i'm bored even when i'm using the computer ... packed day today ,the rest of the days of this week is gonna be the same ,PACKED ,TIRED ,NO RESTING DAY AGAIN & AGAIN .
waiting and waiting but it's not here yet ,it has been 2days ... ):
wish you're here but you're not ...
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